A poem of struggle in youth.

Flow of thoughts.
Eloquence of a sentence.
Constructing ideas.
Drafting essays.
Analysing the poem.

Trying to construct ideas and arrange my flow of thoughts. Why do I have a blank mind all the time? Stuck in 3am, figuring how to arrange my thoughts and ideas into an essay.
Why cant I be like them? Lord help me. Im in deep trouble. Im in deep despair. I cant finish my essay.
My mind's a mess. I cant think. While all I can think of is the beauty and magical moments of Christmas.
My head is throbbing ; aching from thinking. Oh why do I have a blank mind all the time?
I want to escape. Escape from this torturing task of life.
I need sleep. Im sleep deprived.
They say writing is the joy of life,
but why I do I only feel lost?
Lord, save me, from this struggle.
Its ebbing me. Its eating my brain cells,my youth.
Only you,solely you, can help me.
Guide me, dont forsake me in this challenging difficulty task.
My life is yours Lord.
Listen to my prayer. Amen.











hahahahahahahahhahaha. But for real tho. Im creying. brb.

Simplicity is beauty.

Wasssupppp! Here's

a lil intro for my new blog!

A new blog, new beginning , new life. Nahh just kidding there's no new life. Still the same typical student life.

I've no choice but to start a new blog cuz I FORGOT ALL MY PASSWORDS.

It's not entirely my fault tbh hahahha. I rmb my password but I just dont understand why google 

no like me, it denied my access. ): 

So, a new blog was born. *YAYY*

I have a theme song for this post, that is let it go!

''I'm never going back, the past is in the past!'' XD

Okay dumb back to topic.

Been thinking for few hrs what to call this new born baby.

At first, I wanted to name it chocolateicebunny (EWWWWWWWW)

Idk why this came up! This proves that I have a cute mind XD

At lasst, I called it Celrest a.k.a hohqingling. HAHAHA

I guess only this name can define me. And it's simple&nice!

I can't guarantee myself I will update as often as possible(cuz I'm just that lazy and fabulous),

but I'm 200% sure I will give more love to this new baby than my previous blog. 

Previous blog is just..=.=

Okay I've been calling this blog baby a lot. Yes cuz it's really my new baby!

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